i hope i don’t fucking wake up
I’m so ready to be able to legally drink. only eating all these years has left me very thirsty. I have heard very good things about water
-she always gives you a good morning and goodnight text
-she knows all your favorite things and surprises you with one when you’re having a bad day
-she tells you you’re beautiful and makes you feel it by the way she looks at you
-she admires your body and proves it to you in bed
-she rubs your finger with her thumb while you’re holding hands
-she makes you feel like everything’s going to be okay, because she supports you through it all
i will no longer be abused.
one day you will look in the mirror with regret,
but i’ll be okay.
i know that’s not selfish of me anymore.
you always had a choice, really.
maybe one day you will start to make kind decisions,
but that will be for someone else.
goodbye.